i have a long period no blogging liao....
especially after moving to the new house!!!
cant online....
i really dun have the mood to write anything...
and i not sure to write.....
i am wondering!!!!
am i giving an excuse.....
but i will force mysely to write , learn to improve my writing in english and xpress myself well...
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Every time i will told by people to have faith in God!!!!
Am i lack of Faith in God???
i am wondering about it..... Then i will move to a new house that a bit far from the house that i living in!!!
In that new house all my friends is not near that area and i need to depend on my family....
So i take a great faith to learn drive......
i really not drive a car since i get my car licence and i just drive a few times only....
So i am quick scare but i think God is testing me on the faith in God....
then each time before i learn to drive i just pray to God to give me the wisdom and courage....
the 1 st time i decided to drive car is my friend Shee Yan teach me....
then i found that the process on drive was smooth and better then i can imagine.....
but i still not so sure about myself then i call a uncle that teach how to drive teaching me this afternoon, then the uncle say to me ....
That i driving quick well, so it just like spoke to me that i can do it just i believe that holy spirit is with me all the time and i am not alone so with God all the things will come better that we expect....
how Great is the God is....
He really treat me well .........
Thank You Lord.........
So have faith in God is really important to every Cristian!!!!
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today i have 2 test...
there are prinsip pemasaran and intitusi Islam(II) then i have read both of it....
i also pray to God that prevent ma from the temptation of peek the answer from my coursemate or books...
i really need the faith to avoid it....
especially for the II all the things is about Islam and the term is i not familiar...
So but at last i not know how to do but i still finish it and i no peek the answer ....
if this test i cant get good mark i will pay more attention in this subject....
Then i know that this a area that i am trying to improve....
i know that because we live at a Islam country so it is a must to know some of the teaching of Islam so that there will be easy to live the Malays frinends ...
and is a preparation for me to waork in a malays conutry....
Although i not so like it but i need to accept it also....
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this coming Hari Raya i will move to a new house that a bit far from my previous house..This is my new house...
i still do not have the mood to move to the new house...
All the things i not yet pack...
all the things i need to again!!!
i am asking God??
why i need to move to the new house....
i am wonder that are u testing my faith in serving you???
will i make this as a reason for me to stop go to church o care group???
i am sure i will not ....
i am wonder about the problem for transport to go college ???
then i ask my brother about that i can use his car??
and i long time no drive already....
so he offer me to teach me on Sunday!!!
so it will good to me that i can drive soon....
help me Lord!!!
Have the courage in you....
i know all the things is in your Great Plan...
and i believe in you with all the faith.....
i know that God will bless me in the way of moving to a new house ,
just like God renew my life....
i will have a new start....
a new life!!!
thank you Lord!!!
bring me to a new area and trait me!!!
May i know your purpose in prepare to the new house!!!
i will commit all the burden in your migthy hand .....
hope all the things will go smooth....
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Actually what is speaking???
we learn to talk since we are baby....
did our parents teach us how to speak well??
i really dun remember how my parents teach me how to speak out the words....
But now i have a son that is 1 year old....
So i need to teach 1 word and another words day by days......
then i realise that not every word that i teach him he will speak it out but some word i not teaching it he will speak out also...
bcoz he juz copy the adults to speak it out....
then i wonder that i am a good example for my little son???
then i start realise when my son always scream very loud
,
,then i realise that i always shout
to my son...
So i decided to change the way i speak to my son i know this is very important how present our attitude by speaking....
sometimes i will have desire to speak a lot but sometimes i do not wants to speak a words.....
but when the times i speaks a lot i really cant control my tongue ,i speak what the things i need to speak .
especially when i faced with the things i think is unfair or the things that make unhappy i will repeat and repeat it....
then i speak until i tired....
so it will make me feel a stomach of air when i speak very much!!
to let a person know u more is by speaking but when sometimes the words and the tone u speak it out will bring a different meaning that inside your heart....
then i know that i really need to correct this habits!!!
then i need to control my tongue to speak out the words....
the way that that i need to speak out is:
- good words
- encourage words
- soften voice
- the correct words in the right times
- gentle speed
6 Let your speech be alway with grace , seasoned with salt , that ye may know how ye ought to answer every man .
god please help me to speak out in the way u prefer most,
i need to change,
help me know how to do,
help me be more sensitive in holy spirit so that holy spirit can guide me...
god i really need u to change me!!!!
i surrender to u ...
i wants to become more like Jesus day by day...
i start it out with the to speak it out...
i needs ur wisdom to lead me....
thanks you Lord,
pray by the name of Jesus
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today is the 2nd day to enter the lukisan kejuruteraan class....
this is the drawing class and need to buy tools like t - square, triangle ruler, compasses, drawing block A2 size ......
then i no buy yet just buy the drawing paper and the text book....
So the lecturer tell us that student that not bring the tools enough is need to go out from class so i just bring the drawing paper only so i scare that the lecturer will not allow me to enter the class or will kick me out of the classroom....
a lot of student is going out from the class because no textbook and i also decided to go out from the classroom and i found that the lecturer is good to us she ask us what tools that we not bring ??
most my friends no compasses only then the lecturer say today class no need use that so i no bring any tools so i borrow a t-square ruler from a Malay gut that no text book.....
Glad that the lecturer is kind to us and i know this is the holy spirit guide me although i no bring the tool i still can enter the class.....so i know that i God is be with me and i no need to worried.....
then during drawing the lecturer also got lead me in the process drawing....
i am sure this subject is easy to score A and i need to make sure i will draw the picture well and score high mark in the test so that i will have a high carry mark!!!!
Then i need to but all things in this night.....
I hope that i will but the right things.... and with the fair price.....
Holy spirit please lead me when i buy the tools , and i can buy all the thing that i need easyly...
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New semester...
New Hope...
new objective
new Vision in my life
new life..........
In this new semester I decided to score a 3.5++ result and i hope all the subject at least 4A....
And i hope my lecturer will give a very high mark in my carry mark because it will influence my final exam.....
i got 4 reading subject and 1 drawing and 1 accounting subject....
So i need to spend more time to read and understand it and make sure myself read before lecturer teach me!!!
and sure i will know what that i not understand and get a good answer from lecturer
the key to success is near to me because God is with me...
And i hope this desire will keep it on until the end of this semester and i glad that there will no crash with the PICC in this year and this will be my 1st time to attend it....
And i really wants to learn more in it....
And i really wants to learn more in it....
I know that with God i will get all the well and i will pay full attention in class and had a good relationship with the lecturer in college and classmate as well!!
God i really put myself in to your mighty hand and i
hope that you will guide me , mould me , teach me, lead me , tell me how to do the best for you
i wants to give you the best in my life and i will provide all to you and i will give you all my burden in my heart , and know Lord will solve it and take away from me .
Lord i pray to you that you will provide me the best thing and will not forget me aside,
all the words i said to you , you had promise to me will still keep on going.......
i know that God is with me all the time!!!!
please help me when i really need you............
i pray to you about my hubby please talk to him Lord,
i do not have any idea to help him from gamble and the way he use the money....
Lord help him......
i know You will give him a new life so that you did it to me........
i surrender him to you Lord!!!!
i really need your help......................
pray by the name from Jesus
