mY magic eXisTenCe...........

All the thing in this world is full with hope and anything can happen with Him......







Actually what is speaking???

we learn to talk since we are baby....

did our parents teach us how to speak well??

i really dun remember how my parents teach me how to speak out the words....






But now i have a son that is 1 year old....
So i need to teach 1 word and another words day by days......
then i realise that not every word that i teach him he will speak it out but some word i not teaching it he will speak out also...
bcoz he juz copy the adults to speak it out....
then i wonder that i am a good example for my little son???






then i start realise when my son always scream very loud,
then i realise that i always shout
to my son...



So i decided to change the way i speak to my son i know this is very important how present our attitude by speaking....






sometimes i will have desire to speak a lot but sometimes i do not wants to speak a words.....
but when the times i speaks a lot i really cant control my tongue ,i speak what the things i need to speak .
especially when i faced with the things i think is unfair or the things that make unhappy i will repeat and repeat it....



then i speak until i tired....

so it will make me feel a stomach of air when i speak very much!!



to let a person know u more is by speaking but when sometimes the words and the tone u speak it out will bring a different meaning that inside your heart....
then i know that i really need to correct this habits!!!
then i need to control my tongue to speak out the words....
the way that that i need to speak out is:






  1. good words



  2. encourage words



  3. soften voice



  4. the correct words in the right times



  5. gentle speed
colossians4:6
6 Let your speech be alway with grace , seasoned with salt , that ye may know how ye ought to answer every man .


god please help me to speak out in the way u prefer most,

i need to change,

help me know how to do,

help me be more sensitive in holy spirit so that holy spirit can guide me...

god i really need u to change me!!!!

i surrender to u ...

i wants to become more like Jesus day by day...

i start it out with the to speak it out...

i needs ur wisdom to lead me....

thanks you Lord,

pray by the name of Jesus


today is the 2nd day to enter the lukisan kejuruteraan class....

this is the drawing class and need to buy tools like t - square, triangle ruler, compasses, drawing block A2 size ......

then i no buy yet just buy the drawing paper and the text book....



So the lecturer tell us that student that not bring the tools enough is need to go out from class so i just bring the drawing paper only so i scare that the lecturer will not allow me to enter the class or will kick me out of the classroom....

a lot of student is going out from the class because no textbook and i also decided to go out from the classroom and i found that the lecturer is good to us she ask us what tools that we not bring ??

most my friends no compasses only then the lecturer say today class no need use that so i no bring any tools so i borrow a t-square ruler from a Malay gut that no text book.....

Glad that the lecturer is kind to us and i know this is the holy spirit guide me although i no bring the tool i still can enter the class.....so i know that i God is be with me and i no need to worried.....



then during drawing the lecturer also got lead me in the process drawing....

i am sure this subject is easy to score A and i need to make sure i will draw the picture well and score high mark in the test so that i will have a high carry mark!!!!
Then i need to but all things in this night.....
I hope that i will but the right things.... and with the fair price.....
Holy spirit please lead me when i buy the tools , and i can buy all the thing that i need easyly...



New semester...



New Hope...



new objective



new Vision in my life



new life..........


In this new semester I decided to score a 3.5++ result and i hope all the subject at least 4A....
And i hope my lecturer will give a very high mark in my carry mark because it will influence my final exam.....
i got 4 reading subject and 1 drawing and 1 accounting subject....
So i need to spend more time to read and understand it and make sure myself read before lecturer teach me!!!
and sure i will know what that i not understand and get a good answer from lecturer
the key to success is near to me because God is with me...
And i hope this desire will keep it on until the end of this semester and i glad that there will no crash with the PICC in this year and this will be my 1st time to attend it....
And i really wants to learn more in it....
I know that with God i will get all the well and i will pay full attention in class and had a good relationship with the lecturer in college and classmate as well!!

God i really put myself in to your mighty hand and i
hope that you will guide me , mould me , teach me, lead me , tell me how to do the best for you
i wants to give you the best in my life and i will provide all to you and i will give you all my burden in my heart , and know Lord will solve it and take away from me .
Lord i pray to you that you will provide me the best thing and will not forget me aside,
all the words i said to you , you had promise to me will still keep on going.......
i know that God is with me all the time!!!!
please help me when i really need you............
i pray to you about my hubby please talk to him Lord,
i do not have any idea to help him from gamble and the way he use the money....
Lord help him......
i know You will give him a new life so that you did it to me........
i surrender him to you Lord!!!!
i really need your help......................
pray by the name from Jesus






Today morning i start go to school on 9.3o am and my friend Mei Kuan fetch me go....

then 2day situation is different with previous.....

before enter the library we need to go to the student centre 1st bcoz need to take

the mask and make sure no fever...

like very serious oh.... all the people wear mask....






then i need to line up to one table to one table to register...

then the most unusual is when need to pay the fee....

we need to take the number and wait ....

the number i take is 152 then the number appear is 78....

so need to wait so long time.... when is my turn is already 11am...

this is the longest registrations i had....









Then we went to find our mentor to make sure the subject that we need to take this sem
and we take the time table from Pn. Soo Lin...

then had our dinner at Taman Gelora...

then we also go find the lecturer that teach us to sign the register subject paper....

then only back home ....




then i wonder the H1N1 can give us so big the impact....

i thinking about it this the sickness of people....

is this really if we wearing the mask will protect us....

coz we cant see the virus.....

So we really need the protection from God from the virus....

coz God no just protect us from virus but all the evil thing...




I have a dream about swimming with dolplins in the sea or a pool ....



When i am a little kid i like to watch the movie with dolphins and whale,



i like them so much and always feel to swim with them so after i learn how to swim.



I have dreaming about having a dolphin as a best friend , and i feel exited when the movie have dolphins....







then i planing to search some place that have dolphin to play with....



It is at Gulf World Marine Park,which is located in the heart of Panama City Beach along its famous Front Beach Road. it is at Mexico....



It cost so expensive $150, so really need to have time to save the money....


For more information can find the add below:
http://www.gulfworldmarinepark.com/









Another option is at Australia called Monkey Mia , there is having some rare dolphin in the beach , i know this in a travel programme but the dolphin not much sure will they coming to beach anot but it will have a great experience in it....


in the web i search they say we can be the friends with dolphins and will have some guards around all the time, it is a heritage place....


So i do hope that i can go to this place before it is disappear in this world...


But i know this is the things that God create sure it will not disappear so easy!!!








Then i not swimming for a quit long time so miss swimming so much because the swimming pool at Kuantan is in the process for repairing and will reopen on September....



Then in my dreaming last night , i dream about i swim in a swimming pool that so nice...



then i think about it , in my life am i facing some problem and reject to face it and i just wants to swim in in side the pool so i don't hear or care or forget the problem while i am inside the pool .I need some courage to take it , face it and solve it with wisdom with the good spirit!!!











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